V-Day

Happy V-Day. May you have lots of candy and love.

I bought myself some candy. I feel that I'm worth it. I also went to Disneyland yesterday and bought myself some pretty earrings which I am wearing now. Wearing pretty things always makes the day better.

Wait, yesterday was a Wednesday. Don't I work on Wednesdays? Normally, yes. But yesterday I had a consultation about Lasik surgery. I'm going to have it done near the end of March. I will be able to see without any blasted contacts or glasses. This is a very very good thing and I'm excited about it.

Oh, and last weekend I took the CBEST test. I won't know the results until the end of the month. I'm starting to have worries like did I put all my math answers in the reading section? Did my answer sheet have the right name on it? Was there a fourth secret version of the test that I missed? Did I answer the questions that were actually on the test or did I somehow make up my own questions thus making my answers very wrong? AAAH!

And this is what spurs me to write more. Being crazy = more writing? Yep. It helps ease my chaotic mind and lets me pretend there's always that bit of hope I'll get published and the world will fill with rainbows. And unicorns. Unlikely, but it's nice to think about.

Happy V-Day, all.